Why is it so difficult to have a conversation with people about themselves?
Volunteer
or take an unpaid internship. You're 19 so you probably have no clue
what you want to do with your life, so just pick something thats
interesting or has something to do with a hobby.
See a psychiatrist. You're on your parents insurance til 26 so it's cheap. Answer the depression test honestly.
I'm a 19 year old university student with mediocre graded. I'm currently a sophomore and every time!